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2009-12-20T15:49:00.000-08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIII school is starting soon ahhhahaha my face got slim right bwhahaha okay i just reach home yaaaawn I'm like a zombie~ Go out at the night sleep in the morning okay bai

2009-11-12T10:04:00.000-08:00

We can hit your place you can hit my place

2009-11-08T02:06:00.000-08:00

2009-11-05T05:19:00.001-08:00

Bai to Tumblr.

2009-11-05T03:46:00.000-08:00

I will delete my blog soon cos nobody is reading it anyway :>

2009-11-03T09:28:00.000-08:00

Hi Kyle I blog about you.

2009-11-03T01:36:00.000-08:00

And sometimes, you might just get lucky in your miserable life.

2009-11-01T23:37:00.001-08:00

Fame is boring.

: Quoted from sliver

2009-11-01T09:36:00.000-08:00

So.. how's my new hair dude, tell me about it!! Oh.. and i finally have the guts to make it this way and.. last time my fringe was too short to even make it to center parting so yeh finally i can change my hairstyle!! Life is great and i wna go botox soon :>

This year Halloween suck ttm, everywhere is full house how to club?? Hmm..

2009-10-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

Luckily I get promoted to Sec 4 :> Mm.. I can't wait for Halloween!! Devil or Witch? Devil looks cool. My cough is not getting any better anyway.. aaahhh i wanna die now. Hate myself for being sick.

2009-10-26T20:11:00.000-07:00

Okay i promise i will attend school tomorrow!! :> Is raining very heavily now i love the rain. I wanna eat Long John and Macdonald!! I am going back to sleep bai.

2009-10-23T08:15:00.000-07:00

Till then babes, am too lazy to update my blog for now Ta!

2009-10-21T05:23:00.000-07:00

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.

Yes thats me.

2009-10-20T04:58:00.000-07:00

School = bored/stone/weird. I love to play Tap tap is damn addictive!! I want to bring my precious mac to let the person clean.. cause is really dirty, especially the keyboard. Okay humans off i go. And ya.. I miss you Weiyun, very much.

2009-10-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

I woke up really early today, went online and Cindy asked me go to Sentosa, yeah.. again. The sun was a killer today!! :<

Mm.. feel really hungry!! Have.to.stop.overeating. I got nothing else to say anymore so ta!! O ya.. School tomorrow, ugh!! Hate school kill me. I think i should really go to bed already.. i hope i wont be late!! Have a goodnight pumpkins!

2009-10-18T12:23:00.000-07:00

I am a joke to you.

2009-10-18T09:52:00.000-07:00

Everybody is at club now, only me and Sharmaine is at home!! :> Because we are so dead from puking. Never mind, next Sat soho again!! I don't wanna go back to school, i hate school i hate school i hate school. Wait.. did i mention that i hate school? I hate school.

I am depressed on a monday morning.. and is not good.

I just realize i am so gone ystd ~

2009-10-17T02:18:00.000-07:00

I think miki is still sleeping, I am going to meet Yvonne and Munkie now~ Okay shall come back w/ pix!! Bye humans :>

And ya.. you know it yourself if you did say anything to him, cause from what i heard from my friend's boyfriend is not like what you had said. Seriously what kind of a person are you? Don't be fucking fucked up kid going around telling people what happened cause is damn annoying. Just fuck grow up

2009-10-16T02:05:00.000-07:00

Never fail to give Cindy a big fat hug when I see her :> Yesterday @ Power house was great. M' going to Night Safari tomorrow. Mm.. I am super angry w/ myself because i am sick and my nose is block for the whole day and yesterday. OMG SERIOUSLY.. I am sick and tired of blowing my nose~ I shall go and take a rest, take good care of yourself pumpkins :>

Power house was BOOMS. Will upload the rest of the pictures when I get them from Hansa~

2009-10-15T00:26:00.000-07:00

We are going out now~ Till then :>

2009-10-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

love this bag so much!!! On a side note...

Loser much? :> Delete block delete block delete and block lai what next? Pr8 blog huh? Don't be a joke thx and fuck you bitch like you have no value. I didnt know you are such person.. hai.

2009-10-13T21:41:00.000-07:00

Have been thinking should i get a blackberry a not hmm.. cause Sharmaine is having one!! And is pink in color. She ask me to be her blackberry partner so I think i am going to get a blackberry so we can be partners!!! :>

Your fault my fault her fault? Everyone should fuck off.

2009-10-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

Sentosa w/ Miki Munkie and Yvonne was great but.. Yvonne's camera and handphone was dead all because of Munkie! :< Yvonne don't be sad aaaaaaaaah. Fix it soon babe. Fuck my left eye, is damn painful because of the saltwater... I am going to bed early tonight so till then~

2009-10-11T09:35:00.000-07:00

Goodnight have a good weekend ahead humans X

2009-10-11T05:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday @ Social house :

Is good to have their company :> Well.. this few day is drink and club club and drink. Club = more pimples! Tomorrow there's still paper ugh.. dread to school. Never mind on the happier note, we're going Sentosa tomorrow with teletubbies! I make the good girls go bad~ I make the good girls go bad~~ Can't wait for thursday. Miki don't vomit again :>

2009-10-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

11457.) Love is complex.
So many of you have no idea what love is, do you? How can you ‘love’ someone you’ve spoken to once, or never met? You’re getting it all confused with other crap. Love isn’t simply just not being able to get someone off your mind, liking how they smell, their voice, their mannerisms. It’s all a very small part of it, but just please change your warped concepts on what love is. It’s more than admiration. You’ll feel so stupid when you grow up and think you loved that person (or people…) because you’ll realise it wasn’t love at all, it was stupidity and an extended period of being naive and blinded by lust or some other form of emotionally distracting feeling.

2009-10-05T15:34:00.001-07:00

Peng you 1314zxzxzzxz.

I owe you something for your birthday, I'm a bad friend! I don't only say i love you during wasted states so there you go, i love you so much!

Butterflies fly away

2009-10-03T01:54:00.000-07:00

Insomnia how how how. My left eye is swollen again pfft. Feel that life's a bummer! Wonder if Cheah is asleep or talking to mmm... oh we have a small catch up just now. Feel angry for her because people like him is damn annoying and I think he should just fuck off. Oh well.. life still goes on.

This is how it works, you screw up, you realise you have issues and you solve them. End of story. Be kind, do people around you a favour and stop breaking the hearts of everyone who care for you. Issues. Everyone has them. The only difference is how you go around dealing with them. The brain is provided with a purpose.

2009-10-02T21:11:00.000-07:00

I think that when we look for love courageously, it reveals itself, and we wind up attracting even more love. If one person really wants us, everyone does. But if we’re alone, we become even more alone. Life is strange.

2009-10-02T00:37:00.001-07:00

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.

2009-09-30T01:52:00.000-07:00

They put on a front that appears accommodating, loyal, and yes, even sacrificial. Then, without warning, they raise their knife, and by the time you see the glint of the blade, it's almost always too late. A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile one your face.

A stranger stab you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back, a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friend only poke each other with straws. I got nothing to say to you anymore. Good luck :>

2009-09-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

Love each other, or perish , it’s good, no? And it’s so true. Without love, we are birds with broken wings.

2009-09-17T23:17:00.001-07:00

Friends forever.

2009-09-17T23:00:00.000-07:00

Thanks Wanting Jaz and Jingting ;) Cupcakes are nice!!!!

Irony of Love.

2009-09-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being love too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always on the right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.

2009-09-08T01:17:00.000-07:00

Take chances, a lot of them. Cause honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are, you learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel always. Be you and be okay with it.

2009-09-04T20:25:00.000-07:00

In the end, it’s still best to wait for the one we want rather than settle for what’s available. It’s still best to wait for the one you love rather than to settle for the one who’s around. It’s still best to wait for the right person, because life’s too short to waste on the wrong one.

2009-09-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it’s over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love at all.

I have great fun with this 3 person today heh heh :) BBGS!!!! oh.. i am still having fever but oh well is not as bad as just now. i have a lot of weird dreams today uhmmmm...

2009-09-02T04:34:00.001-07:00

Love is a book that has been written for centuries, out of our control, and yet we get to revise it, add to it every day. You are teaching me how to love and it feels a lot like learning to walk again on stiff, underused legs. But 'm learning and 'm running to you.

2009-09-02T03:46:00.000-07:00

"Forever is composed of nows."

2009-09-01T20:28:00.000-07:00

seaofshoes, X

Is in my sis hands now, finallyyyyyyy!

2009-09-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

It's been one month Holly ;)

"Relationships are messy and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We’re young, we live in the one of the most beautiful cities in the world, we might as well have fun when we can, and save the serious stuff for later. I want to get a life. Do you?

2009-08-31T21:42:00.000-07:00

Ystd @ PLAY. Not very good but well spent night with my friends. AHHHH i think i damn broke now. Birthday next next week cant wait :> i am dead tired i am off to my bed!!

2009-08-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

Happy 4 friends forever :)

2009-08-30T06:25:00.000-07:00

About all you can do in life is be who you are. Some people will love you for you. Most will love you for what you can do for them, and some won’t like you at all. And you know that place between sleep and awake, where you are dreaming?

I just finish watching Snakes in a plane, my Saturday and Sunday really sucks. But tomorrow will be a good one, let's dance our life away, drink all the troubles away!

2009-08-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

Alcohol parties till the day is what a teenager should be doing now!

2009-08-29T19:54:00.000-07:00

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.

Fuck 2009.

2009-08-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

Something's changed. Without you, I live it up a little more everyday, I’m seein myself so differently. Well I never thought i'd say this I’m fine, without you.

I went over to central alone today to get my watch, and on my way home i vomited. I was thinking a lot just now, and i think i should just die becos my stomach sucks.

2009-08-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

Cause someday, someone's gonna love me, the way I wanted you to need me. Someday, someone's gonna take your place. One day, I'll forget about you, You'll see, I won't even miss you. Someday, someday. Someday, I know someone's gonna be there. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere, they're in each other all along.

2009-08-29T02:04:00.000-07:00

2009-08-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

I am not going to give a fuck :)

2009-08-27T06:17:00.000-07:00

2009-08-26T04:23:00.001-07:00

"True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen."

2009-08-26T04:22:00.001-07:00

Did you think of me today? Because i did.

2009-08-25T06:15:00.001-07:00

Don't talk to me next time because i won't say a single shit out. Today i learn a lot in school :> I think i love being in class. I pass my common test, happy.

2009-08-25T04:19:00.000-07:00

Dear you, i saw you the today; I realise we're no longer same page, you've changed, for the worst.

2009-08-24T09:12:00.001-07:00

I hope today when I sleep i can dream of my future boyfriend driving me to romantic places to have candle light dinner with me. And we will have a runaway marriage! So.. who will be appearing in my dreams tonight? Uhmm..... Goodnight everyone.

2009-08-24T09:08:00.000-07:00

Miki, you will be just fine in no time. Don't worry :)

Stop crying your heart out

2009-08-24T03:45:00.000-07:00

I spend $68 in 2 days. Feel so broke! And i only left $12 with me. I am going to get money from my dad. Just now when i was flipping my handbook, a piece of paper drop to the floor. I pick it up and open it up and the letter was from you. If today was your last day, tomorrow was too late. Would you say good bye to yesterday? "Enjoy the little things, but one day when you look back and realize they were the big things"

2009-08-23T15:35:00.001-07:00

Need.to.buy.knit.top.from.topshop. START SAVING MONEY. Chomp chomp please!

Big denial

2009-08-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

Today i spent my day with cheah and i feel great after pouring all those shit to her hehe. Well i like talking to her so much because we got a lot of things in common. Hmm.. feel so happy. And i didn't know that is 12.04 now... monday blues!!! :<>

Chasing Pavements

2009-08-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

Cos all of the stars are fading away. Just try not to worry you'll see them some day. Take what you need and be on your way and stop crying your heart out.

I am going to learn piano soon, and my life with be occupied with a lot of things ;) I am going to save money on Monday onwards, so I can get what i want. I would want to get my Lomography camera and topshop knit wear :)

2009-08-22T20:37:00.000-07:00

I feel hungry i want to go out soon :> I feel like I am still in denial and the feeling really sucks. I really want to be very very skinny i want to have a sharp face, skinny legs ;) I shall start studying next week hope teachers don't suspend me. And Hannah Montana Movie is good. I think :> hehehe

" There are many things that I would like to say to you but I dont know how. — Oasis

2009-08-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

Fly me to Japan? I can't wait to step out of the house tomorrow, really!

2009-08-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

My birthday is coming, :> i feel so excited. 16Sept, must remember okay! Why westwood people so Kaypoh, no? :/ Everything also wanna know, my life you also wanna know. What the fuck?

2009-08-22T00:56:00.000-07:00

I am going to watch Hannah Montana movie even though i hate her.

I STILL THINK I AM VERY NOOB.

2009-08-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

A thousand different version of yourself. I would want to get married in Sydney. I wanna watch U.P 3D again, because i think Russell is cute. I want to live my life to the fullest. I want to go shopping alone. Hehe :)

I hate how my life now all because of you, fuck you.

stop beating

2009-08-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

Just too bad for you, that when you had me. Didn't know what to do, game over you lose.

“ I know what it’s like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but you can’t, how you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside.

2009-08-20T23:21:00.000-07:00

It all went wrong.

2009-08-20T23:10:00.001-07:00

I feel so lucky to have them, where's weiyun? :( Before the worst, before we met. Before our hearts decided it's time to love again.

Over flow of words

2009-08-20T08:36:00.000-07:00

You are not worth ;)

“ Maybe our girlfriends are our soulmates and guys are just people to have fun with.

2009-08-18T02:45:00.000-07:00

DO WHAT YOU LIKE AND FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE.

2009-08-17T05:07:00.000-07:00

OMG MY LEFT EYE TWITCH.

2009-08-13T05:01:00.001-07:00

hahaha just now i divert my call and my mom cheah can't call in. And mom thought i was overseas. HAHAHAHAHA. omg so funny. I want sleep ma ;) My mom let me learn piano yay.

2009-08-12T23:35:00.000-07:00

It's take a backbone to live the life you want. I don't want to be judgmental, and I don't want to judge people too quickly. If you don't know a person well, don't judge. I won't judge people anymore, cause i think is a very bad thing to do.

I think life's like a tree, you climb up with the help of branches. And if you break them along the way, you will find it difficult to come down.. unless you jump off the top. If you don't know me well, don't judge. Because, nobody is perfect even me.

So just live your life to the fullest, and i will think of the beauty still left around me and I can be happy. So be kind to everyone around you. I hope I was never in this world because I think the world is fake. I really want to leave this world, X. Bye blogger. I want to live in underwater like little mermaid, don't contact me for the time being. God bless everyone †

2009-08-12T23:32:00.000-07:00

PEACE

2009-08-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

I can't wait to see you hunny bunny ;)

2009-08-09T21:26:00.000-07:00

Jack Neo film tomorrow! ;) I miss my bao bao ;) I am watching Wall.E naow. hahahahah is damn stupid

2009-08-09T08:47:00.002-07:00

“ Maybe one day I’ll realize it wasn’t love.

2009-08-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

“ That’s life. If nothing else, its life. It’s real, and sometimes it fuckin’ hurts, but it’s sort of all we have, c'est le vie.

2009-08-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

IS A NATIONAL DAY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? LOL!!!!!

2009-08-08T21:39:00.000-07:00

Gossip girls season 3 will be out at September 14 ;) My back is itchy and i think boy is not awake yet. Today is National day, Happy birthday Singapore! And I hate reality, really really.

C'est le vie

2009-08-08T05:12:00.000-07:00

Well spent saturday! Since long we have been together. I think of you today, i miss you cupcake! ;)

2009-08-08T05:11:00.001-07:00

Okay! I am on the phone with Cheah now, can i make more?? Anyway next okay!!!!!!!!! Bai X

2009-08-07T19:16:00.002-07:00

You know those moments when you're not happy, and you're not sad? Just this in-between feelings of numbness? I've been there, and I am never really been good at getting out. But i know people are there to give me a hand and pull me up. X

I slept early yesterday! And yes, today is a saturday!!!! I wanna watch U.P. so cute omg. My SCV remote control shocked me yesterday and its hurt naow.

2009-08-06T23:54:00.000-07:00

I was happy that yesterday Christine and Cheah bitch was there. Thank you! No harm asking right? but anyway i miss happy boi. I am serious i am serious hehe ;)

I am getting lomography camera tomorrow and + things that i will not regret. C'est le vie baby. This is part and parcel of life. I am quitting school soon. Finally X. Whats done cannot be undone. 'M sorry.

2009-08-05T03:13:00.000-07:00

And then someone just fucks up my day really fuck you and i think i should just die die die. die oh die I WANT TO DIE. someday someday

2009-08-05T00:33:00.001-07:00

“ and, it starts all over again.

2009-08-04T21:12:00.000-07:00

I am in such a good mood today. So i am going to bed now before someone fucks it up haha xx. (Dirtylittlesw)

Just love me when you can

2009-08-04T01:56:00.000-07:00

7769.) One day I will find a man who loves me. He will be amazing and I can't wait for that day. I am so excited. I can't wait for you to be mine. ♥

2009-08-03T08:17:00.001-07:00

♥ my friends.

2009-08-03T03:35:00.000-07:00

School is fucking giving problem and is fucking irritating. I found my long lost mp4. There's lots of techno inside. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Which make me think of the past. HAHAHA. I am going to bed now. bai xx.

2009-08-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

I miss childhood. Reality scares me, and I just want to escape to the imaginary place. Where no one is hurt, broken, abused, used, unloved, unnoticed. Do you understand?

And I wish that, I could tell you I'm ready to be with you. But i don't know when/if i ever will be ready. But when i am, i hope that you are still there. I want to be a happy person, and so i keep chanting to myself, Love is patient love is kind.

2009-08-01T20:35:00.000-07:00

He's my dirty little secret.

Kisses on forehead.

2009-08-01T00:21:00.000-07:00

Last time people was so sweet and naive. Now everyone seems so fake and not lovable anymore. Why is world turning into such place? And there's only one answer, because life is like that. But now at least i know that my friends are true to me ;) Thank you and i know there will always be a person who will not turn __ on me. And i finally realize who my true friends are.

i am waiting for the chucky to call me loh. & i am going to my bed and stone. teehees. okayyyyyy goodbyez.

p/s: If you hate me now, you could just tell me you know don't make it obvious, rly :|

Under your spotlight

2009-07-31T01:36:00.000-07:00

I am tired of everything, i suddenly feel so tired of moving,standing so tired to do anything. I think is because of my cramps. Things get fucked up sometimes. Hunbunny totally forget about me. Wonder where is he! :@ Happy birthday Edwin. Hope my message touched your heart ;) Tomorrow is August, a new month.

I got that flowery thing with Cheahchucky, I miss her so much. She text me half way yesterday and i think she fall asleep. Such a stupid chucky.

If i could see the future.

2009-07-30T17:20:00.000-07:00

"If only there was no distance between, I would have kissed you goodnight! "

I only went to school for 2 days. I don't like school. School is a bore. Life is corrupted. Cramp is killing me! Yao si heh heh. Am having pms okay!

Hi i miss baby. ;)

2009-07-30T03:40:00.001-07:00

7379.) I think I love you, but I just don't want it to be true. I know I'm gonna end heartbroken again like I always do because you're just so good to be true, plus you still love her. A person who doesn't give a fuck about you.

No surprises.

2009-07-30T02:59:00.000-07:00

My body is aching. I ate one meal today only ;) Great achievement! I think my nose is even sharper then yours, bitch. I have a nice day today, i am a xiang xiang girl nao. I like. Where's your name on my screen? Cause, When I'm with him, I am thinking of you.

Is just the beginning.

2009-07-28T19:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday + Today = Happy kid ;) I have a sweet dreams. Did you? The sweet dream make me have a smile on my face. I see your name on my handphone screen in the morning. Which makes me even more happier. AHHHH, I am still a sick cat but a happy one, meowmeow! I jumped on my sofa ystd. And said, Thank god!